April 07, 2007 It's really amusing how little things never fail to amaze me. Anything but school and teachers and studies and books and notes.
Little talks with you has always made my problems seem so much smaller and leaves me feeling happy, although this time not I'm not exactly happier for there's no end to this, but it's helped to calm me down at least - being at peace is just something I've lost touch with for such a long time. Although you may not be there for me physically, it just helps a lot to be able to shake that load off my shoulders when you're there for me to turn to. I know I should learn not to be relying so much on you but thank you so very much for being here for me.
Afternoon class was a really big surprise when I saw a bear on the table. At first I thought it was Emeline's shopping but I realised it was for me after reading the tag saying cheer up gal, from Emeline and Yu Shan. Really made my day. I think its dressing is just the same as something I would have worn.
Then a further surprise when I went to bunk and got another toy dog in this metal which was bag shaped. Plus a bar of chocolate she bought on the spot and a heart shaped box containing over 10 quotes, lots of gachapon crazes and Finding Nemo Vitagen badges and heart shaped straws.
I really love everyone for being there for me even though for some, I didn't realise it till now.
I'm just thankful for being alive now and for all the people who've kept me sane.
I really should stop eating chocolate and ice cream which I have never failed to for the past 2weeks. Rubbish bin!